Never Enough:
Stop, then begin again
the professor just killed Gilligan
It’s the fallout of a contract dispute

Cold, how the wind blows
Play it close to the vest, everybody knows
you’ll lose it all if you get too cute

I was happy before holding next to nothing
now it’s never enough
(I got a lot but it’s never enough)

I’ve come to find
what’s good is better four times over
again and again

Try to pretend… keep it all until the end

Stop!… before you judge me
I put a nickel in the bucket for charity
want some more but I know for sure
that’s it’s never enough
Wait… Here’s something worthwhile
I’ll rake it in with two hands to make a pile
It’s a good start but I’m not done yet
It’s never enough

I got a lot but I still want more
The kind of things that you buy at the good stores
I need the finer things in life, don’t you??
I gotta get another BMW
I speed by all the people with the normal stuff
I got a lot… but it’s never enough!

Relapse

The chemicals are alluring
Revving up for relapse
Drastic measures
All include dispensing
Waning patience
None of which concerns me
You got – I want
And it’s all worth pursuing

I see no sense in all my misbehaving
I run to you with seething expectation
You are the perfect catalyst in binding
Mine – I’ll do most anything to make you mine

Like your hands are shaking
Worthy of relapse
Are my senses fading?

Into you and all through me
Complicating ecstasy
Another way – some other find
Condescending alibi
Another time of finding you
The passion magic that you do
In all too few it confuses some
You know there ain’t no other way

I see no sense in all my misbehaving
I run to you with seething expectation
You are the perfect catalyst in binding
Mine – I’ll do most anything to make you mine

Progress halted by medicinal menu
Heartache – heart race – hands are made for trembling
The desert – distance – and only you I engage
Thrashing – controlling – and I can’t find this calling

Revving up for relapse
Revving up for relapse
Revving up for relapse